what's left of me?

hectic

2009-03-22T06:11:00.000-07:00

today is the last day of.. the "march holidays"

A divs approaching in less than 2 weeks time. :S

i'll give my best. dont want to be disappointed. this is my last year playing.

school's giving us heavier shitload of work day after day. so much to do in so little time.

but it's my final year, make it or break it. my future lies in these few mths.

back for a while

2009-03-01T06:47:00.000-08:00

it's been more than 2 mths since i last posted.

this year is pretty special. i have the chance to experience things i did not have in the past. i'm pretty happy.

Common tests are just over.

looking forward to some things.

A divs is coming soon. shall train very very hard.

2008-12-27T02:14:00.000-08:00

HEHE!

Yes i performed for the TOPLESS show. HAHAHA

BIND, I'M FLYING!
P.s Bridgitte pls see this. cause you didnt have the chance to go there! HAHA

I feel this is the best picture. (=

back form cruise.

2008-12-26T01:35:00.000-08:00

6days 5nights seems a lot.
but it's actually too little when you're on the cruise.

i hope i'll be able to go on the crusie again soon.
want to play hockey at the lift lobby, roam arnd the cruise 2 in the morning, make friends with some of the crew stuff. there's so much to do, so much fun people arnd. but too bad, i've been knocked back into reality.

anyway thank you JC so much for bringing us on board. without anyone of you the cruise will not be that fun. no dumb blonde zhi rong moments, retarded bind 24/7 and your trademark HAHAHAHHA!

i need to draw up a new year resoulution ( tho we've made ours up on the cruise verbally)
start revising my work in preparation of next year's As
practice hard for driving
shop for CYN clothes
train hard for A divs next year

woah quite a bit waiting for me even before the new year has began.

leaving

2008-12-20T07:27:00.000-08:00

all my bags are packed,
i'm ready to go.
i'm sitting here,
in front of my com.

i hate to sign into msn,
to say good bye.

so dont miss me
but smile for me.
tell me that you're happy for me
talk to me like you'd never known me.

i'm leaving on Virgo
dont know when i'll be back again.
oh man, i've waited for so long.

THANK YOU MOMMY & DADDY FOR THIS CHRISTMAS PRESENT!!

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year to ALL!

byebye

2008-12-18T22:54:00.000-08:00

pack up,
let's sail away!!

this will be the first time i'll celebrate christmas overseas.
away from busy Singapore. (=

hmmm

2008-11-26T06:35:00.000-08:00

oh hello bok, ya, shuang and juice.

i have decided to keep staying off msn for the time being and checking my mails, blog, friendster, facebook once in a while (probably once a week? haha)

dont feel like going back online.

write me off,
pretend i don't exist.

life life life

2008-11-17T06:26:00.000-08:00

uh oh wednesday is coming soon. )=

hope everything will be fine.

might "vanish" for a while.

training was quite mad yet fun.

i dont know how am i supposed to feel.

whee

2008-11-14T22:18:00.000-08:00

after training yesterday, we went to play battlefield at paradiz. ahha
i think there were almost 16 of us. so fun.
esp the laughing and all. miss those times. ahhaa

anyway got home at arnd 12, read a bit of twilight and couldnt take it anymore. needed to KO.

woke up this morning to finish up the book. YAY!

ps: sorry mr yap jin fu and rahman, it's okay reading books. haha dont say i have no life. HAHAHHA rong agrees with me (=

rusty

2008-11-12T06:38:00.000-08:00

so it was back to training for me.

went back to do some kicking practice. and... was rusty.
i missed quite a few only getting slighty better after 10am.
i still cant kick from >40m. )=

anyway went to watch 007!
"vodka martini shakened but not stirred."

overrrrrr... not

2008-11-07T23:58:00.000-08:00

so OP ended. (=
i hope my group and i did okayy.
we have i&r left and we're free.

I'm like a bird,
I only fly away.
i dont know where my home is,
i dont know where my soul is.

so, after As obviously we did something retarded. (=
we went fishing at upper Seletar, it's actually okay. but we where fishing in the restricted area. hahaha but guess what? there's no fish. WOW? all huge fishes swam past but they didnt bite the bait. ahahaha
so we went back to SWAMI home. had our macs there. played cards, talked. played with bind's dog. hahaha thennn tried to sleep. the air con was freezing and i was trying to sleep on the table. ahhaa didnt work. so i decided to leave at arnd 630. took a bus home and slept till 3pm! hahhaa

chalet is coming! cant wait! (= yay yay yay
fun fun fun!

math isnt a wonderful thing

2008-11-04T03:30:00.000-08:00

oh oh. ms ng yuwen. i need miracle no. 2.

we all hoped that math would be better than chinese. but...
guess not.
i think they hate us
hate us real bad
very bad.

As are screwed.
how?
dont know.

math math math

2008-11-02T08:15:00.001-08:00

math exam + throat not feeling good +slight flu+ super tired = )=

chinesee bu cool

2008-10-30T05:05:00.000-07:00

so while waiting for Juice group to present. yu wennn asked me this "ehh. you got update your blog?" i gave an honest answer "ehh nope." she said "*beep*"

she still went to my blog to see my "*sob sob*" post. i think she secretly wants me to post something new. hahahaa

anywayy. chinese was a KILLER! YAY! before entering the hall i was jokingly saying "fail and take CLB next year" unfortunately i think i'll come true. it's so difficult.... rahh! but i was retarded. i included this in my A level essay:

" ma jiang na yi pai zui xi huan qu jiao you?"
"bu zhi dao?!"
"shi yi tong!"
"yin wei... zhou zhou zhou zhou zhou, yi tong qu jiao you!"

yay. i think i'm screwed. i mean i know i'm screwed.

2008-10-26T07:14:00.000-07:00

* sob sob*
the day finally came.

she caught me having an affair with someone else.

we had our final goodbye kiss on friday 10am before she was in the hands of someone else.

yeah la. i broke up with my WR (written report).
she caught me thinking and messaging OP(oral presentation)

& so, i finally met Mr. Binny after 2 weeks!!! we walked to west coast for dinner. talked talked talked. waited for this dad to come pick us up. cause he was too lazy to walk back home. ahha it's not exactly near. i got home, showered and packed my stuff.
we walked over to his place, i tried to do some math.
we decided not to sleep. so we watched a movie and crapped. ahha
so retarded.

life doesnt always give us what we want * like the XL shirt they gave me* therefore,it's a test of what are you going to do about it. overcoming it will make you a stronger person. (=

Lace up your shoes
Here’s how we do
Run, baby, run
Don’t ever look back

2008-10-24T21:19:00.000-07:00

here's an update.

5. five more days to MT As
10. ten more days to Math As
12. twelve more days to Oral Presentation

anyway, just handed in my Written Report. it was a long longg journey.
Have to thank gitte for allowing us to be at her place till arnd 2 and to print our WR and and noodles. aha

leaving? )=

dang dang dang dang

2008-10-19T10:14:00.000-07:00

it seems like as of now, 1.15am 20th of October. i have left
10 more days to A levels Mother Tongue exams
15 more days to A levels H1 Mathematics exams
17 more days to A levels PW Oral Presentation.

to sum it all up. shitloads!

recently my days were filled with romantic days with my new love. we spent the nights together. gazing stars, understanding her better and even loving her, so to speak. she holds my future in her hands when she demands a change i'll do it right away. she seems like "the one", but she knows and i know that we cannot be together forever BECAUSE SHE'S MY WRITTEN REPORT! and i'll leave her after October. (=

hahahaaa. okay maybe not funny. sorry for wasting your time reading.

)=

2008-10-15T02:53:00.000-07:00

we got to know our promotion status, some made it, some didnt.

it's sad to seee this happening.

tired friday

2008-10-10T21:56:00.000-07:00

finally! after a week i went out with zhi rong.

i got home from school after getting the results and the audition thing. showered and relaxed till around 4. called zhi rong and confirmed with him. i met him at queenstown Mrt and headed to Raffles City to get cash from his sis. haha
we decided to get something to eat so we went to somerset, ate some stuff and walked to Taka cause rong rong was still hungry and craving for takoyaki and tori Q. we saw some Newpaper new face thing, wished constance good luck anddd yeap we went to cine to check movie timings. we werent really interested in any movies shown at the moment. then we found ourselves at the arcade watching 3 kids (indonesian chinese) and some ah beng look alike playing maximum tune. where the kids were awesome and were winning the ah beng most of the time. it was so funny when they were jacking each other, laughing when the over took each other or the bengster. haha

we decided to leave cine for dempsey. haha walked and toured arnd there. it's a super rich man's place. alibaba. aston martins, SLKs, BMWs, woooo. hahah we then walked to tanglin mall, had a drink and talked and talked. walked to shaw towers, sat at macs and talked again till 1115. while walking there we say a LIMO. LOL crazily huge. rahhhh!

took a bus back home. was super tired.

promotional exercise

2008-10-08T08:19:00.000-07:00

it took me close to 2 years, now i realised how much my class means to me.

it is rumoured that 8-10 of us are in the danger zone, some can be helped to be advanced while the others would have to retain the year.
the thought of losing my classmates just evokes the sadness.
we're all worried for one another cause we know that nothing's going to be the same without each one in the class.

as of yet, we dont know how many are actually going to retain or to be advanced but we're hoping for the best. this is a shitty period for all of us, with PW and our H1 up to our necks.
but, let's just enjoy whatever time we have left, stop these damn politics, hatred, biasness. put them away and cherish what you have before its too late. PLS.

alibaba

2008-10-07T05:03:00.000-07:00

HAHA you're "caught up in a mess"

school was hmmm pretty okay today. went thru our chinese prac for an hr and watched the cantonese video. quite cute la.

math was better than yesterday. we sort of completed the practice paper in 2 hrs and we were allowed to go home early. thank you mr HOD of CIP! hehe

Tmr's Promotional exercise. scary. michelle and rachel broke down for no apparent reason after michelle said " jasden, if i dont promote you must miss me okay? i will miss all of you." i stunned then saw her tears rolling down. rach then shared that moment with her. we were all :S.
anyway it was said 8-10 of our classmates will not be able to make it. just hoping i'm not one of them.

Bind, Edwin and JC left for Bali this morning arnd 6.30am? haha now i'm left here alone in parkwest.

anyway i dont really know what to blog. hehe

i am the man who cant be moved, cause i'm too FAT!

hmmm?

2008-10-03T09:13:00.000-07:00

sometimes i get so confused i dont know what to do.

yes or no,

living in suspense

ps: hoping i can get to promote.

guest post

2008-10-02T02:50:00.000-07:00

that was a guest post.

they are kidding. so dont believe.hahhaa

sch was boring

happy birthday!
(=

dedicated to Jasden, my one and only :)

2008-10-01T22:40:00.000-07:00

hello! this boy is such a dear to help me do my eom! he's sacrificing his lunch break for me now. he's really really so sweet ! :D i'll never forget your piggybacks, food, entertainment and the times you've sent me home. thankyou for all the times you've helped me, its such a blessing to have you! :] be my boyfriend pls! :B i love you so much so much! you look very mesmerizing when you're serious in your work and when you play sports. a little silly boy at times, but you've never failed to take care of the people around you and this is what makes you so charming. love you, my silly boy.

beloved
mikit.

p.s i mean it from the bottom of my heart

knocked back down

2008-09-26T11:21:00.000-07:00

i was thinking but i just couldnt
luckily i didnt otherwise i'd have made a new friend, named rejection.

mom got me 4 F1 qualifying rnd tickets for tmr. yay!
bind, jy, krist, korkor, his gf and myself would probably be switching arnd the tickets.

i'll be starting on my Math tmr!!

wish me good luck.

ps: if you do come across, all the best to you too! dont give up. sucks to see that happening.

yay yay yay

2008-09-20T10:00:00.000-07:00

so the exams are over over over!

i had a hell of a night on thurs and fri and today.

met some really crazy people on thursday. these caucasians who were drunk,. who started banging his friend over the counter, talking to random people in the queue, took the napkin counter to his own table. throw chili sauce on the window, spit his sprite on the window, whipped some random ang moh guy's ass with his belt, scolded the manager, scolded some other girl. yeahhh watching all that was the way to end my promos! hahhaa

fri was... hahha okay so went to nat's party. slacked. went home. it was a long long day for me tho.

today, went to prawn fish! hahaha

i want to thank mr BOK MING MING for lending me his nicesu nicesu watch! (=
and the introduction to NTU for mugging sessions. it's nice. and of cus his laughter when we've studied so much and thought we're going crazyy (=

yay yay yay

2008-09-17T10:28:00.000-07:00

the torment is finally coming to an end! for 5 days at least.
i'll be freed from late night, whole day studying for 5 days until i return to school on the 24th.

i've been looking forward to this. but i'm going to do my best for my last paper tmr before i enjoy hehe

so i'll mark the end of promos by practice and first practical driving lesson plus dinner with JC and Bind.

great escape

2008-09-16T07:21:00.000-07:00

yay i've found the greatest escape during exam period. BATH TIME! lock the doors, refresh yourself with warm water, water rushing down your ears blocks the sound of everything! nice way to relax.

and no i have not found any inspiration to blogg. but there's one thing...

i think i look damn gay or like a girl ( an ugly girl) , minus the ugly dark circles.

ps: i'm straight.

life?

2008-09-13T09:26:00.000-07:00

life? what life? what's my life now? hahaha study sleep exam, sleep study sleep. WOW interesting you say..

anyway, i'm thinking to get this kicking tee to aid me. But it kinda cost close to Sing 40 bucks. i would make this investment if it really helps in the kicking. i need advice...

it's used by Daniel carter!! hahahaha

first week is over

2008-09-12T21:54:00.000-07:00

MOB p1, Econs p1, Maths, chinese, POA p1 DOWN!
3 more to goooo!~
MOB P2, Econs P2 and POA P2!!

MONDAY, TUESDAY and THRUSDAY!!

you dont know how shitty i feel during this period.

break

2008-09-10T10:51:00.000-07:00

woah! finally a day's break after Promos started.

got to study accounting for the whole day tho. haha

i've been looking for ways to get rid of my dark circles cause it's quite bad. like disgusting.

frozen metal spoon, chilled teabags, chilled cucumbers, 8 hrs of sleep, massaging eyes. these are several methods i've found. haha

it's late. goodnight

happy birthday edwin!

2008-09-09T09:30:00.000-07:00

happy 18th to edwin wong who is now out clubbing. already making full use of the 18 year old ic. haha guess the bunch of them will not be going to sch tmr. haha

exams has been, tiring. sat for3 papers already and they werent good. )=

oh well after tmr i'll have a 1 day break from papers. thank god!

jason mraz is good!

friday

2008-09-05T23:11:00.000-07:00

yesterday was... eventful.
i got back to school to study till 4.45 and went for lunch.
got home, rested for a while and met bind at 8. we headed to holland to meet JC and his friend, Shelly.
we took 77 to town, paragon. went to apple shop cause bind was thinking of purchasing an ipod classic soon. we crossed over to taka to hunt for food and had yoshinoya for dinner. RUTAN Beef. haha walked over to chips.
shared 2 jugs of midori melon with Jc and shelly. then they ordered 2 tequlia shots, 2 more long island jugs. i was realxing. JC got high started talking in the cab. i think the uncle was laughing at him. sent shelly back then JC.
JC couldnt go home cause he was afraid of come complications that might happen. we stayed arnd with him till around 4. cabbed home.
i read thru my notes while bind was watching tv. it was almost 5 and we decided to hit the sheets.

to my friend, ______, (i know you'll read my blog once in a while)
dont think that about yourself. you're not what you think you are. and we ( bind, rong and myself) thank you so much for what you've done for us. you've done more than what a friend would do. dont have negative thoughts. look, i really appreciate what you've done for me, motivating me, talking to me, spending time with me. it's more than what i can ask for. so you shouldnt feel screwed alright? take care.
if need be, i'm only a phone call away.
PS: last night was fun. cant believe i was half naked at 4 am in the morning! HAHAH

3 more days

2008-09-04T08:49:00.000-07:00

got myself to sch this morning at 10 odd. went to my home class 03-smth. climbed in thru the windows cause the doors were locked. studied till 12 odd when zhi rong came to look for me. studied a while more and went for lunch. wasnt that good but it's the first time i had Sprite Ice since a long long time. nicesu nicesu

went back to study till 4. and left for aurobind's house. hahha watched "forgetting sarah Marshall" nice! hahaha went to holland for dinner after that and now i'm home.

another studying session in sch tmr! hope it'll be productive. (=
*prays*

thunder! * roar*

2008-08-31T20:19:00.000-07:00

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colours
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
- boys like girls sang this song last night. i was looking for it. finally found the title of the song! hahaha

anywayy..
shall reply it here : get a new pair of slippers to prevent your from embarassment la! hahah and online sleeping pills are nice arent they? hahhaaha! kidding... enjoy but remember to study as well. i'm already at market failure for econs where are you at? hahaha dont lagg behind!

john mayer says " say what you need to say"

2008-08-31T09:48:00.000-07:00

this is for _______
today is Nike Plus 10KM Run
i got 30 bucks for working from 1 to 10. hahaha cheap labour! but bind and i slacked a lot. we went missing a few times until our IC had to come and tell us " ehh can you guys tell me where are you going in future. cause i cannot find you guys" HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA we were like " oh okay sorry" but we still went around walking, to esplanade, the back of the tents, talking to friends. but when they crowd started to come we were doing our jobs. haha we ushered people to our counters. saw a few familiar faces including Joanne Peh. hahha Alex was excited to the max. chasing after her. haha
they provided us with lunch and dinner which is.. :S haha after eating them i got a stomach upset. )=
a couple of things happened at the baggage counter, runner losing his iphone which ended up being a police case and the organisers wanted all the nike runners tee back cause we took them. ahhaa some idiots took the whole freaking box of shirts. that's probably why they caught us. )= but with the help of friends, anything is possible.
we made a number of friends simin sharon alex ben KJ and the aunties there hahah!

oh oh boys like girls were there as well. they were giving out free ipods, shoes, beer and water bottles which they drank from. hahahha!

ehh i think i've written quite a bit already. it's enough to put you to sleep. (= hehe

interesting

2008-08-28T22:04:00.000-07:00

being online is getting interesting these days. haha (=

anyway today's teachers' day celebration. went to school for the concert which was pretty okayy tho some singers were actually wasting a lot of time. so much for all about you. we were laughing our asses off at some people during the performance, gave my teachers cards and some clay thing. lol

after the performance, edward mav and myself rushed down to our sec school haha it was so nice to see Mr Kenny again after so so long. hahah and i want to be a relief PE teacher. the pay is good! it's kinda like $65/day and it's from 7 or 8 to 1.45pm that's all. wth? good pay! (= hehehe so all the teachers were talking about where are we schooling at. well sad to say many jin tai teachers left already )= so sadd. only a handful are still around.

)=

2008-08-23T21:08:00.000-07:00

after putting on my spects which was collecting dust at home, i felt more intectual! ( yeah right!) hhaha so i shared my life dream with my friends:

i'll study hard for As and get grades which are at least straight Bs.
i'll then do my part as a male singaporean to serve NS, hopefully i'll be able to make it to OCS or a being a comando ( air borne! hahah)
after i ORD, i'll continue my studies in a university.
i figured out that after i do all that i'll be around 24 years old already. get a few years work experience and saving enough money for my marriage at 27-28? hahahha ( that's when they started laughing at me)
i'll work as usual to buy myself a home and a second hand car. (=
when everything is stable , have a couple of children.
enjoy life.

BUT!! at the rate things are going. i doubt i can achieve that. promos are starting on thursday ( 28/8/08') i have so much to complete today. study for 2 tests which will be included for promos, do 5 econs essay or at least the outline of the essays. and not forgetting practice my mathematics which i'll be taking at the end of the year. )=

friday is happy!

2008-08-22T08:54:00.001-07:00

so apart from lessons, today was quite fun.
i called daniel during my breaks ( apparently he has driving instructors under him). so i gather some information:
$50 enrolment fee
$26/hr before 5pm
$28/hr after 5pm and weekends

he'll book my TP test for me before my PDL expires which is 31st Jan 2009. hhahaha

anywayyyy. promos are inching nearer and nearer. i hardly have room to breathe. today was more relaxed day as i came home from school, slacked a lil ( watch the olympics) and studied a lil. eventually met bind, amelia and edwin. had dinner at bind's place and went to town for a couple of drinks. i like midori melon. NICE! hahahah after that we cabbed down to west coast for supper ( had maggie goreng, teh tarik, plaster prata) so freaking full now. i bet i'm so going to put on weight as training has stopped for the time being and i'll only get back at the end of NOV due to my As. hahahha so i need constant reminders to gym and run whenever i'm free. hahha discipline!

pics

2008-08-19T05:41:00.000-07:00

i've got the pics of 2 games during the season, tho it was a bad one. thanks to althea for the pics. hopefully next time i'll be able to get pics of me taking conversion kicks. *prays* hope i'll have more chance to take them again in future * prays again*

nearer

2008-08-18T07:46:00.000-07:00

okay 20 more days to promos ( including the weekends)
i've put so much activities behind me:
driving ( will call the instructor after promos)
rugby ( ceased training till after As)
lesser outings
occasionally meals. hahaha

i'll still find time to gym and run ( esp during the night/ evening)

today studying in my exile park was rather productive. i studied till i'm so so tired, a good 3 hours ++ of mugging makes jasden :S called dad to pick me up and here i am. slacking

i do have PW presentation tmr. kinda forgot my slides. )=

ciaoo

check yes juliet!

silent night

2008-08-17T07:07:00.000-07:00

for some reason, i couldnt sleep last night. i tried sleeping at 12 but i found myself still awake at 1 odd. i dont know why but once i closed my eyes the images of the CJC's game just came flashing back. )= if only i had converted our try, maybe that could have brought the morale of the team higher and could have widen the gap further and could eventually help us to qualify for the second round? )= i also remembered that once the referee blowed the final whistle i instinctively fell to my knees and broke down in tears due to the disappointment. could it have all changed?

i was tossing and turning till i finally came to a conclusion that i'll give my best ( whatever i can) nope, it's not going to be easy but that's a promise i'll make.

i started my day at church with lance, bryan, an-jo, her friend and krist's friend whom we bumped into in the queue. service wasnt bad, we witness someone falling alseep and drooling all over his shirt. ohh doesnt sound that pleasant. afterwhich we had lunch and went to arena countryclub to study. kinda disappointed with myself, didnt manage to study. )=

dinner!!

2008-08-16T08:10:00.000-07:00

LOOK! that is HIM! lil Paterson Wong! hahaha he told his mom he wants me to teach him english. :S ahaha how am i going to do that? and it was kind of him to share him yummy sweets with me (=

dinner was pretty okay got to catch up with my cousins and all. after dinner at clark quay we went to riverview hotel to cut the birthday cake. then we went home.

8 more teaching dayss!~

2008-08-16T01:27:00.000-07:00

as usual mr Laxman Singh ( aka RE-lax man singh) would announce in his cute lil indian accent " orhkayy prrre U 2 yand 3ss i know dat you are werrrry eggcitedd, there are eiiightt more teeching days to your proomootionall exam." tho it never fails to humor me, it sends nervous waves thru my body as as well.

i've got all i need to prepare myself for the big big examination ( exam time table, a study planner, condusive environment , target aims) maybe all i lack is the discipline. which is very very crucial. i've aimed for Bs for my H2s and H1s except chinese which i totally suck at, an E would be very satisfying for me. haha! i've got to start real shit studying tmr! sunday ( 17/8/2008) YES! I'LL DO JUST THAT!

Yesterday, the touch girls had some sort of a carnival in school where RP and PJ came to play. Mi emerged as champions followed by PJ and RP i guess. i wasnt there for the "prize presentation". hahhaa they were not bad. good job! keep it up.
we played so much yesterday! football! hahahhahaha kinda had the JIN TAI feeling again where we stayed back to play football like every single day. it was so much fun, maybe that's why it landed me here. hahah!

last night was hell of a night. 5 and a half jugs of beer = fun! haha rong and i were slightly high, we started to speak with a slang ( i have no idea why) bind was the best. pissed almost everywhere, the escalator, in the bush ( some eventually leaked onto rong's legs!) ahahahhaha! he slept beside a zebra crossing in front of delfi. slept on the floor under his block. told the taxi driver to stop at some junction at orchard to puke twice. HAHAH! but it was fun!

today we went for the nike run briefing, they posted us to 2 places ( baggage and dechip-bind & concert and dechip- Me) but we talked to them and they placed us at the baggage counter eventually. (= OH OH boys like girls will be there singing for the concert as well! hahahhahahhahahha like * throw it away forget yesterday! we'll make the great escape! wont hear a word they say, they dont know us anyway!!!!!!!~* but our shift's from 2 to 10 :S allowance is only 15 bucks i think )= but it's okay.. it's for the experience. i've got a family dinner and i cant wait! ( celebrating my dad's, my uncle and my cousin's birthdays) i want to take pictures with my cousin! ahahha he's cute.

Aurobind's birthday

2008-08-10T08:37:00.001-07:00

so celebration for Mr Yap started after national celebration in school.

after the concert..... rong and i went to play some football! hahahah we played till around 1 odd before we went to meet bind and edwin at west mall. i then took a cab down to IMM to meet chien hui and amelia which amelia took like freaking 1 hr reach. we got the stuff and went to my place to bake the mud cake and the cornflakes thing ( we failed i left the cakes in the oven for too long. i forgot abt it okay? haha i'm sorry so some were slightly over cooked! ) we headed down to glass house to celebrate his birthday where we got him to sing with the in house performers. cool? hahahhaa after that we went to clark quay for a drink. we got kicked out of clinic cause there were too many underaged people. we tried our luck at cafe iguana! and we managed to get a table and opened 2 bottles. hahha al of us went home high. esp bind and JC( whom puked in the nacho's bowl! so beware if you're going there for dinner!)

next morning JC called and told me to head down to ritz carlton to open the room and to pay for the room. i didnt have cash on me so i borrowed 350 bucks from my dad to pay first ( speaking of which i have not paid him back) we slacked in the room and waited for them to arrive. edwin came first with jelly and brownies followed by rong and bind. we went for lunch and watched dvd in the room. chien hui came soon after and we watched the NDP! hahah amelia came halfway thru the NDP she went to the wrong hotel! LOL anyway after the fireworks we went for dinner at yoshinoya! yummmmmm edwin chien hui amelia bind and myself headed back to the room while rong and jc went to carrefour to get drinks and mixers. but by the time they came back i was on the bed resting, i was sick. felt super shitty. so i woke up at 12 to celebrate bind's actual birthday and went back to lala land.ahahha

next morning we were up by 9 and slacked. and bathed and slacked again. watch television and went for lunch at LJS. we catched the mummy and went back home to sleep. in the evening i met bind again for dinner with his family and edwin then bind had to meet someone become coming back home. we watched young and dangerous 1 and i walked back home to sleep. (=

7/8/08'

2008-08-07T08:37:00.000-07:00

today wasnt as bad as i imagined it to be tho we had a couple of shit assignments.

econs was pretty fun, VP came to watch us. we continued strengthening our concepts of market failure. we did a case study on smoking..
went for MOB, as usual Mr chelvam sharing his business stories with my occasionally trying to jack people like anthony in the lecture room.

we had timed assignment for our GP. " is a terrorist a villain or a hero?" was my choice of question. spent 2 periods doing it, went for mathematics, practiced Bino distribution and left for another break. MT, had a test which i fell asleep doing. then PE was slack hahaa. went to the center stage to watch videos.

after school i waited for JC to finish serving his suspension and left for bind's place for dinner. slacked a lil, watched dont forget the lyrics and went to catch " love guru" jessica alba is HOTTT! haahahahhaa that's all!

jasden

tiring

2008-08-06T05:52:00.000-07:00

i so feel like skipping school tmr )=
it's such a long long day. imagine this :
2 periods econs ( have to hand it assignment)
2 periods MOB lect
break
2 periods GP ( timed assignment)
break
2 periods MT
2 periods PE ( physical training)

my day would then end at around 5-5.25 :S tiring much?

or maybe i'll do what nike says " just do it" and enjoy friday sat and sun. sounds nice. but i NEEED sleep. NEEED! i'm so friggin tired i swear i can sleep NOW. argh!

training was pretty okay today, i realised my toe is getting BLACK! internal bleeding i guess. so i might just stay out for PE tmr. ahahhahahhahhah today i played scrum half hahaha so funny, coach almost put me as 2nd row again. coolness. 3 positions. ahhaha ran a bit today, national day celebration is on friday, half day. ahhaha

1st & 2nd of Aug

2008-08-02T20:03:00.000-07:00

1st of aug

after school, we ( bind ameme huishi huting edwin and myself) went home ( parkwest) they went over to bind's house while i went back to study for my FTT. lucky i left home early, around 3.30, i got there at 4.05. haha just nice. went up and revised my work again and entered the room at 4.15. so i waited and took the test, 20 mins later i submitted my answers anddddddddddddd
I PASSED!!! HEHEHE
yay! after i passed i applied for my PDL ( provisional driving licence).
the bus was super warm. was perspiring in the bus, felt like an idiot. haha so i went to bind's place and they didn do anything yet. hahah ameme and hushi just woke up, huiting was watching some vids online. bind and edwin just got back as well, they went to PS to check on the place. hahah so we slacked a bit then they started with their work, after that we had dinner made by bind's grandma and played mahjong. hahahhaha watched the final epi of "beach ball babes" and went home to do a new survey for PW the next morning and slept.

2nd of Aug

i woke up, printed a set of the survey questions, changed up and went down to PS. got there at around 230. saw bind, rong, JC, amelia, huishi, almost everyone. haha i met rach and went to look for photocopying service. after which we started our survey, walked arnd, surveyed the principal, strangers, friends, teachers... and finally ended. rach went home while i slacked and stoned while waiting for them to end. after i had 2 ba chor mee for dinner 7 bucks ( inflation) then we headed to clinic, as usual Long island tea for me while the rest whacked. i was low on budget. then we got home...

embarrassing muchh!!

2008-07-31T07:34:00.000-07:00

today was one of the most embarrassing days i felt in school!
i'm such a loser. ahhaha so we went for night study, we had to sign out at the library counter and leave the school library. we left after aurobind flirt with his chinese teacher. so we were laughing and we finally started to walk out. so there are 2 doors right? i confidently walked towards the right door with a little bit of speed, but little did i know.. THE DOOR WAS LOCKED AND AND AND I KNOCKED INTO THE GLASS!!!!!!!! hahahhah omg it was so embarrassing, bind and the rest burst into laughter. hahahhaha

that's abt it today. (=

school life sucks!! )=

2008-07-30T06:20:00.000-07:00

i'm so so tired of school now..
just feel like skipping a day of school to stay home and rest. a good good rest. ahahaa but i know i wouldnt be given a chance to.

today was tiring, as usual. tho lessons ended at 1.25pm. afterwhich i had training. the sun was crazy!! so so warm. most of us ended the session with a slight sun burn. HAHA toe is getting darker and darker. i dont want to chop it offfff )=

tmr, i'll end at 5.25 tmr. )=
i'll die during PE i guess. there's photo taking tmr tho.

friday, FTT but i think i'll fail. so nvm hahaha. take it as a practice.

2008-07-27T08:58:00.000-07:00

ahh got back my bad bad mid-year results. here it goes

Chinese- S
General Paper- D
Mathematics ( H1)- E
Economics- D
Management of Business- E
Principle of Accounts- D

wow do i see shitty grades, how am i ever going to make it into a University with those grades? beats me. so zhong ming, anthony and myself have come up with a target setting list for the Promotional examinations.

Chinese - E
General paper- C5
Mathematics- A/B
Economics- B
Management of Business- B
Prinicple of Accounts- B

it'll sure look great (sweet!) on my result slip. haha && not forgetting i might very well get a good progress award! hahaha 200 bucks man! i can use that money to buy myself a nice pair of shoes, nice shirts,slippers/ sandals, holiday. gosh there are so much that i want. that could probably justify the economic concept of scarcity ( people with unlimited wants) hahaha

oh oh today was a fun day. after church, lance and i headed back home. (i realised there are some more people from MI going to newcre! coolness haha) ehh i got my arse to bind's hse, we suddenly decided to gym, so i got a shirt from him and i told him to pass me a boxers ( he gladly passed me a faded spongebob boxers) so i wore it, with some old school adidas shoes down to the gym. we entered the lift, 3 floors down, the door opened! some resident came into the lift. bind and i cannot help it, we burst into occational laughters and it seems like 7 floors down was a long long way down. hahahaha after they left the lift i laughed so hard that i teared a little. haha so we happily walked to the club house, and John was there. haha he was like woah you idiots! lol

after dinner bind came over to my place, we studied. when he was about to sleep i took my mom's night dress and wore it down to the lobby. bind then dared me to wear it without my shirt inside. so i did. haha we were laughing again. then suddenly John appeared AGAIN! hahah this time he took a picture of me in the dress. ahhahaha. then we calmed down, still with occasional laughters until another female resident walked past, kinda took a glance at me ( i was trying to cover my face) and shook her head a lil in disbelief. ahhaa again, we burst into laughter!

we encounted something retarded in the car too. hahhaah banglah power! hahaha

anyway till i update again
stay happy and smoke free! (=

YOURS IN SEXY BOXERS
JASDEN
haha!

examsss

2008-07-01T21:35:00.000-07:00

the past 2 weeks have been by far the most stressful period of my life in MI. it was pretty mad, 1 week before mid years rushing to complete countless amt of chapters of MOB, Econs, and POA isnt fun. life has been pretty :S lately. things are weird but one thing's for sure I'M GOING GET MY WELL DESERVED REST! cannot wait tho.

recently i've been hanging out with my BBFLs! LOL ms petite (chienhui) my darling (binny) mr cool guy (JC). hahah gov is busy with ahem.. haha

anyway bind and JC are enjoying themselves there already. ahahha i'll be heading down with Ming yang tmr! wheeee. ahhaha the best part? IMMEDIATELY after school. once paper ends, cab home, shower and change, meet Ming yang and cab down to airport.. hahaha check in and go shopping in DFS. will probably need to get Vod, corona and probably my perfume ( CK one?) hehe

today's my A lvl Chinese oral! OMG i just found out like yesterday!? hahaha i'm like wthhh...die die die. nvm i shall just do my best and hopefully help my classmates by lowering the standard hehehe. okay shall post again ( if i feel like it) when i'm back!!!

school holidays!

2008-05-23T03:08:00.001-07:00

it's the last day of term 2! i was so looking forward to the holidays until i saw what was planned for us.
24th may-> M1 10s competition
26th may-> Mathematics 8am till...
28th may-> training
30th may-> training
31st may-> rain's birthday! & Public speaking workshop
1st June-> jasden's birthday
2nd June-> maths
4th June-> training & Maths 1-5pm
5th June-> Maths 830 to 12pm & class chalet
6th June-> training
8th June-> duathalon
10th June-> MOB 9-11am
11th June-> MOB 9-11 & maths 12-5pm
18th June-> govind's birthday!

and this is only revision for maths and MOB, have not included Econs, POA, Chinese!!!
Mid year examination is only 30 days away! argh! got to plan time to study all subjects and to play! haha

hi

2008-05-11T03:39:00.000-07:00

and so, a divs are over. we walked out of the competition with nothing.
studies are getting better i hope, more and more tests awaits us in school before the june holidays
trying my best to get myself fitter.
friends are cool! (=

quiz?

2008-04-28T06:35:00.000-07:00

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
hmm around 26-27?

2. What do you want the most now?
Pick the team up and work hard towards next year.

3. Who is the person you trust the most?
Bind? rong? haha i trust a number of people.

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
depends. not so when i'm trying something new

5. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
live a happy life with a stable career, nice family and a PRETTY WIFE?! hehe kidding

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
ehhh sometimes?

7. What are you most afraid to lose now?
friends and the team.

8. Do you believe in eternal love?
hmmm? maybe? maybe not.

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
YEAH BALLS! hehe i would be nice i she likes me too and loves me real.

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
LANCY BABE! very kind ( never fails to let me play his DS lite.) loves me ( treats me every once in a while) funny ( LOVES to do crazy stuff)

11. What are the requirements you wish from your other half?
MUST LOVE ME! PRESENTABLE! but yeah most importantly has to truely like me. (=

12. What type of person do you hate the most?
loves to cause shit for people.

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
only those close pals? but i'll try to cherish every friendship.

14. Do you believe in God?
yeap

15. Do you believe in purple horses and yellow jumping cushions?
ALIBABA

16. Do you find it a need for you to have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
hmm interesting. it's not a need actually it's a bonus. (=

17. At this point in time, would you rather stay in your comfort zone or try something new?
comfort first. dont want to explore anything now.

18. Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.
he is a total jackass!

19. Do you want to hug lance badly?
yeap! haha i'm not gay tho

20. Do you wanna have kids?
yeap, hopefully 2? haha

a divvv

2008-04-03T07:20:00.000-07:00

so, we started our A division yesterday, tho the outcome wasnt really what we expected, i feel that the team is really beginning to form up. i know i've made some mistakes, i'll learn from it. i still need to communicate well with my backs and i'm really fortunate to have JY to guide me along. so i hope if there's any feedback, please please let me know, i'd want to improve. so in the end we lost 12-7 to JJC after a try-less first half. 2 tries came unexpectedly, like wtf? but okay, we got back one.

disappointed. )=

i love you, goodbye

2008-03-23T05:54:00.001-07:00

Wish I could be the one
The one who could give you love
The kind of love you really need
Wish I could say to you
That I'll always stay with you
But baby that's not me
You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to you
Promise you forever, baby that's something I can't do
Oh I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a lie
I know I'd only hurt you
I know I'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye
I hope someday you can
Find some way to understand I'm only doing this for you
I don't really wanna go
But deep in my heart I know this is the kindest thing to do
You'll find someone who'll be the one that I could never be
Who'll give you something better
Than the love you'll find with me
Oh I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a crime
I know I'd only hurt you
I know I'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye
Leaving someone when you love someone
Is the hardest thing to do
When you love someone as much as I love you
Oh I don't wanna leave you
Baby it tears me up inside
But I'll never be the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye
Baby, its never ganna work out
I love you, goodbye

)= )=

2008-03-22T10:05:00.000-07:00

my life's a mess someone please help me. )=

i dont know what i did wrong, all i know is that everything seems to be going against me. )=

what does this have to happen to me? )=

do i really deserve this? )=

is this just a nightmare or a dream? )=

someone help me! )=

march holidays

2008-03-15T21:28:00.000-07:00

woo so i can kinda sum up my march holidays with 2 words, rugby and homework.
we kinda had a "rugby day camp"? Monday, wednesday and friday. training was pretty good except for the fact that most seniors did not turn up for these training. wtf? anyway enjoyed myself with the rest of the team mates.

just before the march holidays, we had a game against innova JC. it wasnt the best of all games but i think some of us enjoyed ourselves. there are many factors which we have to improve on like sticking to the game plan and organising ourselves during the game. i'm glad i was given the chance to take the kicks (= haha

homework are piling up crazily, econs, accts, chinese woohoo i'm dead. (=

back back back

2008-03-01T10:35:00.000-08:00

school has started for about close to 3 months now and that means i've not been blogging for more than 3 months! cool (=
anyway my life has been super tiring, i find myself waking up early almost everyday of the week, none after 9am. WTH. i have no life, seriously. school's been demanding. )= year 2 aint going to be that cool anymore. to top that up i practically screwed my common tests. i've got the lowest grade (S) to an (E) nothing above that. i mean what the hell is that?! i'll probably get a earful from my parents during the "meet-the-parents-session" but i guess i deserved it.
on a lighter note, training's been pretty cool tho we've increased it to a "three-times-a-week" training schedule. i just hope that we're able to do well this year and yeap hopefully bring something back.
-jasden

it's christmas eve!

2007-12-23T22:05:00.000-08:00

christmas is here again! tho i wouldnt have the fun of tearing boxes and boxes of presents open, i still think it's a good excuse to have a family dinner/lunch or simply a meal together. you dont need turkey, wine,log cakes and presents to make it a good christmas gathering it's the time spent laughing and talking over the table

just a random post. (=

merry christmas to all

training ceases

2007-12-10T08:39:00.000-08:00

so, school's training season has officially ended. i gave my boots a good wash on friday, not knowing when i'll use them again. more-over i needa buy a new pair of boots too, hopefully a nice predator cause my current canterbury boots is literally tearing apart. come to think of it, it has been less than a year since i bought my pair of canters. 8 mths to be exact.

anyway i have a rugby chalet coming up, i hope it'll be great fun. haha from then 12th-14th and then annabel's going to hk on the 14th- 19th.

yay! i've starting hitting the gym again. haha tho the weights i lift now are lighter, i'm glad that i've made the first move of getting my arse back to the gym and working out. hopefully by the time school reopens i'll be able to grow a lil bigger and not get bullied on the field. muahuahuaha.

time for me to hit the sheets. hahaha
goodnight

Standard Chartered Marathon 2007

2007-12-03T18:53:00.000-08:00

"i've ran the race, fought the fight and kept the faith"

woohoo. completed my first Half Marathon in my life! felt superb when i crossed the finish line tho the timing wasnt really remarkable but it shall be my bench mark. 2hrs and 48mins was how long i took to compete 21km (=

anyway havent been seeing lance for sometime due to my eventful weekends. srry lance. surprisingly, i saw syida after the run, poor her has to become some first aider wahahahhahaha

untitled

2007-11-12T03:40:00.000-08:00

i need more cash. my atm is running dry. )=
i hope i can get some extra cash from the MOE. wahahahhaa

anyway this week=> madness week
wednesday- friendlies against PJC and Greenridge Sec at PJC
friday- M1 10s
saturday- SRC (married VS. Singles)

hope that i do not get injured somewhere, i hope to participate in all of the games.

anyway, life has been pretty okay. the touch girls did not perform up to their expectation during the competition.
white flag, white flag. can we rekindle the times?

results

2007-10-28T08:50:00.000-07:00

here are my results for the promotional exam

GP- E
Chinese - E
Math (H1) - A
Economics - B
Management of Business - C
Principles of Accounting - D

hahaa i only managed to pass all the subjects due to the help of my teachers but i found myseld skipping POA lesson and got myself caught. LOL

anyway, training hasn't been really good, got myself a lil injured and stuff. and 10's are like on the 3rd of november. :S

training

2007-10-11T06:24:00.000-07:00

i had my first training after the examination break, it was real bad. got a few scoldings from coach but i'll just learn from my mistakes and try not to make them again. however something real bad happened during training, zhi rong kinda broke is index finger, sick but the nail and the finger bone was sticking out of his finger. that sucks. anyway he's doing fine now, gone thru the operation.
hope he'll recover as soon as possible tho his wish of participating in the rugby 10s seems impossible. well, we'll definitely see a stronger zhi rong on the field the next time round (2mths time)

on the lighter note, the training jerseys have reached. (= hehe excited.

school has been super boring. our class started off with around 18 or 20 in the morning and had only 7 left after 1.25pm. hahahha so pathetic, anyway we kinda enjoyed ourselves as instead of having lessons with mr chelvam, he told us to eat the buffet. LOL coolness. (=

post promos

2007-10-05T07:58:00.000-07:00

so, promos have officially ended for all year 1 classes. means school will resume soon, training will resume soon. haha

i'm not really proud that my promos ended like more than one week ago cause i'm very sure i did not do well for it. i was blank for all of the papers. maybe was a lil better for math. but the rest was real bad. anyway, it's over. just hope i'll get promoted and do better next year.

so, the post promos has been a pretty relaxed one. been trying to keep my fitness up, going for jogs, gym sessions, reading my one year old "fever pitch", trying to get my dark circles fixed.

rugby training is starting! 10/10/07
sch training starts on the 10th, thus, i'll return to SRC training on the 11th then. i have more desire to get back to school training tho, been sometime since we trained together. however, i'm sure it isnt going to be easy i guess. :S

i met up with a number of my secondary school friends recently, xiang ming aka devon's birthday party, a steamboat gathering. haha. it's fun to see all of them again. guys kept long hair while the girls coloured their hair. i, on the other hand, kept short hair (= tho it was said by novell that it is ugly.

)=

2007-09-16T04:44:00.000-07:00

once again, promos are even closer. this time, 8 more days. :S like wth.

anyway as promised, i'll disconnet my internet connection from preventing me to waste valuable time online.

promos nearing

2007-09-09T07:26:00.000-07:00

promos are 13days away.
ending of promos are 17days away.

time to disconnet my internet connection for the time being. remove the distraction and get my head into the books. aint easy but i'm gonna try. pls pls ask me to get away from the computer if you see me online. maybe except for the week ends. i so have to sit down and plan what and how to study each subject. )=

aims
econs-B or hopefully an A
Mgt-B
POA-B
maths-A
GP-C5

woah. seems like alot a lot of hard work has to be put in during the next couple of week to get those grades. no doubt, i'll do my best.

ps. thanks for all those who showed concern for me over the past few days/week. thank you all

cherish

2007-08-30T06:58:00.000-07:00

Step one you say, "We need to talk."
He walks, you say, "Sit down, it’s just a talk."
He smiles politely back at you,
You stare politely right on through.
Some sort of window to your right,
As he goes left and you stay right,
Between the lines of fear and blame.
You begin to wonder why you came.

Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend,
Somewhere along in the bitterness.
And I would have stayed up with you all night,
Had I known how to save a life.

Let him know that you know best,
'Cause after all you do know best.
Try to slip past his defense,
Without granting innocence.
Lay down a list of what is wrong.
The things you’ve told him all along.
Pray to god he hears you.
And I pray to god he hears you and,

Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend,
Somewhere along in the bitterness.
And I would have stayed up with you all night,
Had I known how to save a life.

As he begins to raise his voice,
You lower yours and grant him one last choice.
"Drive until you lose the road,
Or break with the ones you’ve followed."
He will do one of two things.
He will admit to everything,
Or he’ll say he’s just not the same,
And you’ll begin to wonder why you came.

Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend,
Somewhere along in the bitterness.
And I would have stayed up with you all night,
Had I known how to save a life.

well. life is unpredictable. never have i expected to lose a beloved classmate just overnight. the amount of joy he brought to us was.. one which no words could ever describe. we used to laugh at some people, studied together and ate together. his is deeply missed by no only me but everybody whom knew him, no matter how small the friendship. he'd imprint his jovial and perky side of him to everyone. sometimes i regret not talking to him more often, now i've only the memories to lean on, all were good. our inside jokes, his trademark phrases. man, they're still in me. still remember the time when HRP (Hott, Rich and Popular) was newly formed, they were so high in classes. He clearly left an impact on each and everyone in our class of 07B2. i still remember him advising the class to study hard to get over the A levels once and for all, cause he has experienced all kinds of education except the ITE. he was looked upon as an older brother, he has more experience in life and one of the things he told anth and i was " true love is like a ghost, many talk about it but few experience it" he was also one which would perk me up when i was down. apart from his friends, he also left great memories with our teachers in class.
i'll never forget this man. he has really impacted my life.

to: him
i dont know why you left us so suddenly. but i'll still like to thank you for everything you've done. if you felt that life has no meaning, i'm sorry to say that you're wrong. you're really someone who can interact and socialise with almost everybody. well, i've only one photo of me taking a pic thru the mirror in the toilet with you doing the "jasden's friendster pose". it really crushed my heart to learn about this. no matter what, you'll always be in my heart. and i doubt anyone would be able to forget one like you. i'll be there to send you off on saturday.
goodbye 07B2's sugar daddy
"just only just only"
"nah si wa wu ji pa ban"
"no fear, alson's here"
"why are you laughing at your own jokes"
"my name is alson, everybody calls me alson, but you can call me tonight!~"
"talk to me"
"good stuff good stuff"

alson tang poh loong, it was a pleasure being able to spend time with you in MI. tho it seems like we had only all good memories. i'm sure that along the way i've screwed some things up. i'm sorry. thanks for being my friend, my bro.
--<--<3
deeply loved by jasden.

2007-08-12T04:50:00.000-07:00

ahhh. it's been a long long time since i blogged.
the last time i blogged was probably at the end of common tests, but guess what? Promos are coming soon like only a month away. cool aye?

anyway life has been great. (= having the joy and joyness.
it hasnt changed much, been training, running, gyming, studying, playing. haha pretty fun tho
altho there wouldnt be soo much relaxed lessons after mr lee left. i'll sure be missing him. great pal to talk to but he has decided to return to his previous profession, law, so yeap great man. speaking of which, anthony and my files are still under his table. i wonder where is it now? shit.

i've also been trying to watch the simpsons but there was always no good seats available for the shows. and to add to that we had to study so we couldnt like just take any timing available. just hope i'll be able to watch it soon. *prays*

thanks for everything. even the random stuff

life

2007-07-30T03:16:00.000-07:00

hmm life is kinda dead. tho i'm enjoying it pretty much

Monday -sch till 5.25pm
tuesday -sch till 3.25 then SRC training till 930pm
wednesday-sch till 1.45 then sch training till 6??
thrusday - sch till 4 plus?
friday- sch till 1.45 then sch training till ??
sat- hmmm..

meanwhile. there's a lotof happiness in my life. lance, u know abt it (=

common test results

2007-07-13T06:03:00.000-07:00

here are my common test results:
General Paper -43
Chinese (normal)-47/90
Management of business- 67
Mathematics -62
Economics- 62
Accounts -51

ahaahaa retarded grades.

exams!!

2007-06-27T20:55:00.000-07:00

monday--> management of business 830-1030

i think mob paper was pretty okay, although i didnt understand some questions i still tried. haha just hoping for the best. (=

tuesday--> economics 830-1015
chinese 1300-1600

econs was not so good actually. i dont have confidence because i didnt know how to do some questions. really freaked me out. rahh.
chinese.. what can i say? I TRIED!? it's a damn 3 hr paper. but i guess i slept for quite a bit. haha waiting for the time to go by. and yeap, thanks yong kit for the electronic dictionary.

wednesday--> mathematics 830-1000

maths was pretty okay. just hoping for the best.

i'm left with accounts which is on the 3rd of july. (= 4 more days to study. well, got to study even harder because i dont know what the hell is special journal and trading,profit and loss accounts all about at this point of time. i'd have to get edward or some one to teach me real soon if i want to pass.

anyway i went back to clementi woods secondary school yesterday with edward to get his O level cert. wooo, it was nice catching up with the rest back in school. haha looking at how much they have grown. cool stuff. (=

mugging

2007-06-23T09:41:00.000-07:00

nothing much has happened except for the fact that i've been mugging my arse off with PM and kristen recently. darn, it was boring though we never fail to entertain each other once in a while. haha

thrusday we went to haha and lala's place to study with felix and, them of cause. mug and mug and mug. we finally went off at around 6. took the shuttle bus out to clementi and home i went to play tennis with gov and gymed. haha the following day we went to bukit batok's BK to study, we were joined by kristen. and oh yeah, PM sorry i was late for about an hour or so. after that i went to krist. place! haha found out some cool stuff about him. LOL we then made our way to town with christopher and pm with us. went out with a couple of friends. (=
well, we went to arena country club to study at the BK. tired tired tired had subway for dinner. YUMM YUMM. super nice sweet onion sauce. hehhe. came home to play tennis with govind and... gymed again.

ALLBLACKS-DAN CARTER DESTROYING LIONS 05

2007-06-20T07:12:00.001-07:00

Dan carter is the man.
no doubt about his talent, be it the conver. kicks, burning the opponents, having the tries himself. he's one of a kind. (=
i aspire to be like him one day. =D

training at SRC

2007-06-20T03:12:00.000-07:00

last night was a very special training session for some of us.
we went to the padang to for training with SRC. (=
weather was great, field was great. whoo
we did pop passing, reaction time training, crashing, crashing+rug clearing and fitness. tiring as hell. haha

after training, raph, edward and zhi rong went to town area while the rest of us went to raffles city for dinner. had burger king (=
took 106 home with kristen. LOL. he's a joker. had sudden stomach uncomfort, he wanted to puke. so we took the bus till somwhere that there is 154 bus service, alighted and he puked. hahaha couldnt help but laugh at him in the bus as he kept switching positions and showing the unglam sight of him. lol.

common tests are coming up!

2007-06-18T07:08:00.000-07:00

common tests are effectively 6 days away from now.

i've been a good boy and studied. BUT!! i went to sentosa with my bunch of friends this morning. haha. "i~ can give you gatsby!~, Gats-by!, Gats-by!" my alarm went off. irritating the shit outta me, eventually helped me to get outta bed. the weather was almost perfect for sleeping in, except for the fact that it's bright. so, i got up at like what 745? cause yeok ting has to attend to some prayers in the afternoon, we had to accomodate to his timing. we met at around 9 then headed off to harbour front. bought our tickets and took the bus to sentosa.

when we reached *quiet*
me:"woah! so 'happening' man." *stares at the beach*
no or very little people were there.
-a couple walked past-
me:"ha!, didnt know we came all the way to sentosa to see a pregnant lady and her husband. : whose idea was it to come so early?"
the rest: *stares at yeok ting*

that's what happened. we then took out footballs to play. played played and played till we got damn tired and went into the sea. pusheng got reprimanded by the lifeguard. LOL. we slacked, burried mark, swam. till around 1 then we left.

after everything, we all went home.
well, i came home to STUDY! (=

recapp.

2007-06-14T08:53:00.000-07:00

monday
ohh, i had lunch with xiangming, mark, jia yang, isabelle,michelle, jinping,novell,jing ying and yimin. (= yumm yumm seoul garden tho the wait was long. the guys gave me a present and a cake. thanks! the alcohol smell was pretty strong, but overall i loved it. (= after having lunch, or actually many of our BRUNCH. we went to watch "men in white" sorry, i wasnt really a good choice but yeah. haha LAO SAIII.

tuesday
went to lancy hon's place! it was fun, fun & fun. first we went to gym, for 2 hours or so. afterwhich, the rain stopped and we went for a swim. doing retarded stuff like jumping, spearing lance in the baby pool, dipping our legs into the fish pond, jumping in to hot and cold water almost killed us. : haha after the swim we went to the steam room! whee fun. so we got tired and went back up, ordered macs and watched a movie. then i went home... to gym again! lol but it was a light one. (=

wednesday
mom told me to stay home, cause the ikea guys were coming down to deliver and assemble some stuff. i woke up late and when i opened my eyes, some ah nei-s were moving some old stuff in my room. LOL. so i packed my room and mom ordered pizza hut, yummy! studied MOB, when to zzz.

today
had training this afternoon. woohoo, nothing beats getting dirtaye in the field! hahaha. after training we went to have dinner ( yong tau fu) yumm yumm again. haha then headed home to gym. and now.. yeah blogging.

quiz?

2007-06-10T08:05:00.000-07:00

i took till now then i realised i'm supposed to do this. lol so here i am to complete it since i was tagged by lance.

EACH PLAYER OF THIS GAME STARTS OFF WITH 10 WEIRD THINGS, HABITS, OR LITTLE KNOWN FACTS ABOUT ONESELF. PEOPLE WHO GET TAGGED MUST WRITE IN THEIR BLOG 10 WEIRD THINGS, HABITS, OR FACTS, AS WELL AS STATE THIS RULE CLEARLY. AT THE END, YOU MUST CHOOSE SIX PEOPLE TO BE TAGGED AND LIST THEIR NAMES. NO TAG-BACKS!

1. i have low self-esteem
2. i think plane rides are boring but i like going overseas
3. i like to fantasize about rugby
4. i love to get muddy
5. i kiss my mom on her cheek everday (=
6. i must come online for 30min then go for my bath
7. i love to do crazy stuff
8. i dont wash my jeans only after 2 mths =x
9. i like to tease people
10. i'm super fat

i tag yi min, isabelle, xiang ming, natnat!, edward, gill.

studying

2007-06-07T09:14:00.000-07:00

okay, since i'm back from the shanghai trip, i've got to get back studying.
Common tests are just 18days away. got to cover Econs,Mangement of Biz, POA, maths and. chinese(ha!). darn, so i've really got to start.

apart from studies, i think HEROES is pretty cool.
i've been watching it for the past couple of days. haha. nicey

oh yeah. after training we went to swim! hahahhaa total coolness. bunch of smelly guys, BUT the chlorine killed the smell. (=
after swim, had dinner, after dinner gym. okay so it's pretty boring

byebye
jappys

shanghai

2007-06-03T20:31:00.000-07:00

argh, i have not blogged for about a month. :S

so from the 26th of may to the 2nd of june i was in SHANGHAI
but the damn problem is i dont have the pics to update.

but overall the trip was pretty good made new friends. (=
got to know the pai kia anthony choong han ping better, crapped about our shit lives.
OH OH! and i got to spent my birthday overseas, thanks Ms low, Alan, Anth, Gill, Chris, Yong Kit, Hui Qing and Vic for the coffee bean cake. yumm yumm.

while i was away, cool things happened back at sing aye lance? hahaha
anyway i wish you all the best. (=

i went to the polyclinic this morning, due to the injury i got during the ACS game. thank god nothing much happened. got an x-ray, doc says it's a pretty hard knock causing my elbow to hurt. anyway i'm supposed to be out for 2-3 weeks.

*when you're feeling low, dont just sit still and think that it is the end of the world.
i prefer to go for a jog, look at the surrounding. primary school kids just ended their lessons, engaging in their card game talks laughing and teasing each others crush. and after the jog, at the lobby listen to a granny hymming the tunes of the favourite songs. ahh wouldnt that be much better than to slit your wrist, compaining to almost everyone in your MSN contact list?
just a random post but, yeah be happy everyone. (=

dance inside

2007-05-07T05:50:00.000-07:00

You don't have to move,
you don't have to speak
lips for biting.
you're staring me down,
a glance makes me weak
eyes for striking
now I'm twisting up when I'm twisted with you
brush so lightly
and time trickles down,
and I'm breathing for two
squeeze so tightly.
I'll be fine,
you'll be fine.
this moment seems so long
don't waste now,
precious time
we'll dance inside the song

4/5/07'

2007-05-04T07:33:00.000-07:00

mid week:
we lost to CJC (rugby)
ManUtd lost to AC Milan
PE was hell

i'm going to SHANGHAI!!! wheee. 27th of may to 2nd of june. it's an econs trip to shanghai. however, it'll proabably be kinda weird. the first time i'd spend my brithday overseas?? haha did my little extra training this afternoon with zhi rong, saha, PM, kris. the start was pretty bad, however, with more pracs, it was for the better.

i need to post pictures in my blogggg. it's getting damn boring and dull. (=

labour day

2007-04-30T21:54:00.000-07:00

it is labour day today!
BUT i'm find myself so busy today.
have to travel down to toa payoh to do some GP project, afterwhich probably meet edward and zhi rong at town for dinner or something. and if i have the time i could probably go down to gym a little.

tml is a big day for the real boys on the field. we really have to fight well for the CJC game. it will prove either an improvement or a drop in standard of the team. edward's back in the team, however, quite a number of players still have to sit out for the game. darn it sucks to see this happening.

and SCREW IT! i have PE tml.

untitled

2007-04-28T08:21:00.000-07:00

this week has been a very tiring one.

we lost to PJC, 27-5.
touch girls lost to acs.
my dark circles are getting darker.
my hand's not healing.
i dont get what management is all abt.
Accounts teacher left our class.
chinese is killing me.
everyone's getting injured or sick.
=> i feel so screwed.

went to marina last night to celebrate yuwen's birthday. though i was there physically, all could tell that my heart wasn't. i felt damn shagged and lousy last night. what's worst, i had to wait for bridgitte and the guys to end their bowling game at 1 odd before i could leave. as i was supposed to share a cab with gitte back to the west area. got home arnd 2 and fell fast asleep. the guys were great, the tried to cheer me up. thanks guys.

it's demoralising to see unsightly things, perhaps it's the disappointment.

maybe it's time i drown myself in some peaceful music, or tire myself with exercises and then sleep.

then again, i need to get over this "emo-ism". it's just not me.

backie

2007-04-21T05:48:00.000-07:00

so it has literally been a while since i've updated my blog. sorry guys.

RUGBY
A division started approx. 2 weeks ago. i'm not selected for the first 28 representing the school. anyway i have 2 more years to prove myself. (= we had our first game at CCAB against NYJC. we won them 5-0 ( one try). it wasnt really a good result, we could have got more points. the second match was against SAJC at their stadium. this time, we lost 41-0. (7 tries + 3 conver. kicks) during these 2 games, edward was sent to the hospital as he tore and pulled his neck muscle. rahman went for 5 stiches for a deep cut along his fore head. pei meng was out as he fractured his finger and went for an op. i've just returned for training today, technically speaking.. yesterday. finally i could smell the grass and the mud. it feels really good to be back playing as i was out for supposedly a week at i strained my quads pretty badly. i'm glad i'm back and today's training was superb for me. jumping to catch the ball, tackling people, getting tackled, feeling was just sensational.

SCHOOL
i'm getting used to the lectures, tutorials and stuff. and and! i've made more friends! sat for a number of tests already. econs, poa, mathematics, business management. hmmm, all of the subjects except the languages. i'm so gonna screw my chinese up. probably have to take CLB again. haha. homework are begining to pile up. like GP comprehension passages, GP projects, econs tutorials. ahhh. anyway enough of all these.

so i'll probably sum my life up as RESSC. ( Rugby, Eat, Shit, Study, Compt.) haha. i'm so tempted to buy a new cell phone!!! probably a.. CYBERSHOT? it'll probably aid me in my postings as, i'll be more interesting with pictures in it wouldnt it? haha
off to finish up my work.
ciao..

school life

2007-04-01T03:55:00.000-07:00

okay, i've finally found time to blog what happened the past two weeks. Basically, i've blended in the class pretty nicely. real jokers arnd. and rugby training has been the same intensive yet fun. (= we played JJC but lost to them last wednesday and will be playing RJC next wed before the A Division starts.

school have started teaching already. econs, mangement and POA are alibaba to me. i really could not catch any ball at the begining. however, after some help from my friends, i think i'm starting to get the hang of the subjects already.

SO, today is April fool's day & my elder brother's birthday. (= we went to tony roma's for lunch. after that went to bukit merah mac to meet my aunts and cousin for some chat. played with my little cousin but i hit his head on the frame of the door. haha =x. anyway he's damn cute. after that, lesden still complained that he was hungry. so my elder brother took us to IMM for jap food. then we went to bukit timah to get my parents dinner.

okay, i think i shld get back to finish my hw. cuz mon, tues and wed will be occupied by rugby. have to read up a bit more i guess. (=

rugby madness

2007-03-16T08:22:00.000-07:00

so this holiday is a very hectic one and most of the days have something to do with rugby.

monday
i went out with zhirong to look for our rugby gear, went to hereen to see the shorts. we ended up buying a training rugby ball for 50 bucks. we then walked arnd town to see clothes and stuff. lezlie then joined us and soon after we met up with felix, jeremy and wei hao. we caught " persuit for happYness", ate long john's and went home.

tuesday
met a bunch of sec school classmates and went to sentosa for.. hmmm fun? lance and i went gong gong, oyster hunting while the rest were playing ball. :S in the end we found most of ourselves having a tann. but only lance and i did serious tanning. (= lance and i got home the reddest, i guess. after sentosa we proceeded to vivo's food republic and had our lunch. afterwhich we headed home. i took my proper bath, got dressed up and met govind at his place. gov dad drove us to vivo then we met zhirong. afterwhich, we met gov friends, and went to st James' powerstation party. it is a very small place. after the dancing competition, the dance floor was open but it was literally over crowded, so pretty tough to dance. ppl were desperate to the extend of dancing on the tables. :S anyway we met a guy called kevin, who works there as a waiter. nice guy though he charged us wrongly for our jug of coke. LOL. went home at arnd 2.

wednesday
went to school at arnd 3, had rugby training. learnt how to tackle and fall better, this time in the rain. lol. my white shirt turned brown, mom's pretty pissed. lol. had some team talk after training till arnd 10 odd. then went home

thursday
again, went to school at 3 for rugby training. again it rained and shirt turned kinda brown again. however we had more fun this training session as we did something like ball carrier run towards the tackler, then attempt to run through. the best part is when both parties land onto the mud. SENSATION BABE! lol. i remember i missed one senior who runs freaking fast and landed on my body grabbing nothing much but only a little of his leg. lol. after training we had BBQ. (=
i get to see how life's gonna be different from sec school. cuz in MI, the teacher in charge of rugby and the coach joined us in a game of football. LOL how cool. and they are not in their 20s or 30s, they are in there 40s. these people i respect a lot because when we had to clean up the area, they dont just boss us arnd, they make an effort to help us clean up. (=

today
reached school at 1 odd. talked to nash while waiting for hady to reach school. found out pretty much stuff. went to sit with some other ruggers who were having their lunch. finally, we were called to the container classroom at 2.30 for the rugby talk. learnt abt the positions, and some rules of the game. afterwhich, coach came and took us to the field for training. played 9-a-side game. i screwed up a lot and allowed the opponents to try a couple of times. :S it's very different from training and a real game, there's a lot i still needa learn. we learnt scrum too. i think most likely i'd be playing 2nd row, cuz i'm supposedly tall and light, that makes it easier for them to lift me up to catch ball. haha. after training we went to bukit timah for dinner. i wasnt wrong,the seniors are great ppl. saha, hardy, james, din.

tml i'll be going to the padang at like 8 plus to watch the rugby 7s. MI will be participating along with St Andrews, ACJC, PJC and some SAFSA. so i think i'll be going to bed pretty soon.

P.S sorry i dont really have time to update my blog, so pls give me more time. tight schedule ahead. night training ( rugby) on mon, tuesday. and probably will be taking part in the testimonial match against the alumni on wed. haha so.. pls forgive me.

MI

2007-03-08T05:58:00.000-08:00

alright, so i was posted to MI for my post sec school vocation

though the place looked very new to me, i have some pals in company, shabana, nesh, zhi rong, kamal and some other girl. i'm so lucky that shabana was in the same OG as i am.

i'm trying to appeal to join commerce. (=

yesterday's day out

2007-03-01T06:51:00.000-08:00

I'd sum yesterday's day out as a massive abs trainer. i went out with govind, zhi rong and govind's friends ( wei hao, jeremy and lezlie) were were shortly joined by bind. we watched the movie, Norbit. it's a superbly funny show, however u have to get aurobind somewhere near you. it'll enhance the laughter and the jokes. we were 10-15 minutes late, actually not really. we got there just in time when the lights of the cinema died down. first thing when we got into the cinema, "ehh. 1 seat short? nevermind, jeremy and sit on my lap." says aurobind. making us burst into laughter when everyone was looking at us walking in. so during the movie we laughed till we dropped and during the silent moment when norbit was "proposing" to kate, govind was giggling all the way and i got influenced too. we kept giggling like mad.

other stuff made me laugh like mad too. but i shant post it here. might be a little offensive LOL

today, went to queensway to buy squash ball and the grip for the racquet. went back around 6, played squash him 6 to 8 plus. many joined in today, govind, zhi rong, leslie, jeric, aurobind and i. was ery fun (=

exercise madness

2007-02-27T01:30:00.000-08:00

alright so after teaching lesden indices (a maths) and a little on Log, i went to bed at around 3.30am. i rested on my comfortable bed, tugged into my comforter and OUCH! i felt a excurciataing pain on my arm! ohh it was the bruise that the squash ball gave me. lol. 5 minutes later, the pain did not bother me anymore, i was knocked out however not like know John Terry was.

i woke up at around 12. i called up xm at around 1 odd and asked him where was he. afterwhich, i took my bike and cycled to bouna visita MRT via the canal. AND BACK. in total it was a good 10KM exercise. so i met xiang ming anf weijun then played squash at 4.

i'm so darn tired.

coolness

2007-02-22T19:17:00.000-08:00

my past few days have been very tiring ones. due to chinese new year, my bio clock has turned to 3 am as my sleeping time. thus, every night i'll watch a movie on Star Movies before i tug in my bed. so far ive watched Mummy returns, walking tall and braveheat( it's the best among the 3) . actually movies are damn good stuff.

two days ago, Lance, Ilham, Govind and i went to play squash for 2 hours. it is superbly fun, no doubt about it. after that, we headed down to funan IT mall to get Lances' BURNING CURSADE AND WOW PRE-PAID CARD. haha it's his PRECIOUS!~ ilham got some wireless thing from there too. afterwhich, we had our dinner at food junction and walked to esplanade to take bus service 106 back home. got home at 10, changed and went to gym with govind and jeric.

yesterday, i woke up at 12, called govind and went for sun tanning though the sun was pretty screwed up when we got down. (= after the 2 hours tann, i asked gov to come over to my place then we will cook instant mee for our lunch. we went to play squash at 4. we waited for zhi rong then we played squash at 7 again. personally, it's damn fun to see myself having a good sweat, until my underswear gets soaked in persperation (pure, not water). after squash we went to Botak Jones for dinner. it's pretty okay but be prepared to wait, we waited for 1/2 an hour last night. i personally do not find the Cajun's chicken nice, the burger and fish and chips tasted much better. some stuff problem occured there too, i gave the staff 30 doallar and the 4 sets cost 25. after 10 minutes i dont get my change. Govind helped me to ask for the change, after another 5 minutes ++ then i got my change back. (= anyway we left the place with our stomach walking ahead of us. WE WERE BLOATED! nevermind that, we went to west coast RC to play pool then walked home.
while walking home i had this huge huge urge to shit. i try to tank it but there reached a point were i couldnt take it anymore. Owell, so i told govind " eh govind i think want to shit just outside the fence of the old clementi town sec school. i havent tried shitting like that before. haha, i'm going to shit now." govind helped me keep a look out while i took the huge dump. it was great, but i had to use leaf. hahaha anyway after that i feel so much more relieved. sooo nice.

i'll be meeting a bunch of school mates later on today. perhaps i'll go gym first then meeting denny, ilham and weijie for a movie at vivo. afterwhich, lance, we will be meeting xiangming and jiun kiat for dinner at pasir panjang.

let's talk about love

2007-02-15T09:21:00.000-08:00

alright, i'm here to share my little point of view about LOVE.
i dedicate this to xiang ming. (=

those who had a close relationship OR a bad experience last valentines' day would definitely feel rather dejected, jealous, in envy last night. truth being told, i was too, literally. then we'll think of the date/ crush we had last year or maybe even now. negative thoughts will seep into your mind. " ahhh f**k! i shouldnt have done this or y did i treat her so well in the past and now, i'm left here all alone by myself." just thinking about it triggers your emotions deeply.

last night, i sat down at labrador park with 3 of my close pals. definitely, we saw couples, have the time of their lives (getting intimate). being young adults, sure we were jealous of not spending the special night with a hott hott date. but then again, it was better if we were to sit down and chat with a group of close friends because, even if we did have a hot date and something goes wrong. who can we turn to? FRIENDS. imagine, you spend all you time with your date, once misunderstanding stands in the way, who are you to look for? yes you do have friends, but are they close enough to understand you? or even make time to listen to you?

like i told xiang ming. it not that there isnt any point loving someone wholeheartedly. actually there is but, people of our age are not ready to commit ourselves fully to one another. there are a few factors which lead to this:
1) money
2) parental consent
3) studies
4) friends
5) more and more good looking people around! lol

i'm not good at all these love stuff but maybe i can share some opinions?

Firstly, when you go on a date, try to go dutch ( each pay for their own). However it's always gentlemenly to offer(girls, must auto abit too), paying for dinner on special days eg. Valentines' day, anniversary or birthday is perfectly fine though, it isnt everyday right?
secondly, problem on parental consent.. honestly, i'm not very sure about how to go about this as different parents have different mindsets. thank god my parents are more open minded! hhehee
next, studies. ahh this is a very tough one. after soo long i'm still trying know how to handle this. maybe what you can do, when you're having your studying sessions, have it alone. studying together might be much of a distraction, hey you guys can hit off well thus got together, so the temptation of talking would be rather high dont you think so? while studying alone, study at home, pluck your MP3 in if you must. when you're having a break, just ring up your partner and ask how is she doing and so. afterwhich, hang up and back to work. never ever SMS while studying. you can never concentrate. and one thing. spur your beau/belle to mug, challenge if you like. ahhaa
also, friends. both have to be matured enough to give each other personal space to grow. he or she wants to be out with his pals, try to let him or her go. no point holding him/her back, she'll be unhappy, her friends will be unhappy and you will be unhappy. try to explain everything, if you guys are really okay, maybe you can tell whom are you out with? it's up to you guys, but i think personal space is very important.
lastly, about temptation to look for another better looking person. what can i say? if you really love the person you're with, i dont think this will be a problem. haha for puppy love, maybe.

anyway, im no love master or whatsoever, it's just purely my point of view about relationships. so if i've made any serious mistake anywhere, pls let me know. cause i'm not an expert, if i were, i wouldnt be lonely this year will i? lol
good night (=

valentines + lance birthday

2007-02-14T09:55:00.001-08:00

alright, first and foremost.. HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY!! for those who got valentines' day give, grats! for those who did not.. hmmm dont worry. i'm with you all. hahaha. how sad? very sad.
so let me recap what happened on this very ,deemed to many, special day.

i met xiang ming at around 3.30+. had to delay a little cause i had to bandage my hand before i went out. damn i cant believe after so long then i'm doing something about it. haha anyway xiangming and i went to MOS burger for lunch. hehe i created some shit for him over there. how cool? hard to explain. anyway after that, we went to get birthday gift for Lance, since it's his birthday on the 15th (now), we got him a soft case A4 sized bag? with a little jap umbrella, fire extingusher and a spray bottle ( we wanted to fill it with our current craze drink, wang zai niu nai, then spray it into our mouth) lol. so random gifts. but we hope he liked it. with all the traffic jams and all, xiang ming and i reached harbour front mrt at around 7pm. lance and wei jie came around 7.30. well, though we waited for 1/2 an hour, i sure did had fun wishing people happy valentines' day. hahha we bought some tidbits and hunted for wang zai, but couldnt find any. )= we headed to labrador park to chill out and enjoy the breeze. we walked a pretty good distance till we finally reached the park. when we did, ahhhh, we got excited. lol we got a place along the pavement. sat on the floor, took out the food and drinks, lighted up some candles and talked. we had fun thoughout the session but, looking at some shit like couples hanging around and the candles really triggered the memories a year ago. ahhh. freaking emotional. but my pals never let emo ness get the better of any of us. just keep the jokes rolling and it'll all be fine. aye lance? hahhaa. " ai jia mai?!" lol

after labrador, we went to pasir panjang food centre for supper. woah, pretty massive one. la la, chut chut, dua tao and sea hum + 2 cups of sugar cane juice = Good Game. feel your stomach churning like mad, perhaps chilli acts like a catalyst. :S we took bus service 30 down to west coast then wei ji took a cab home but dropped us at clementi interchange. by then it was already lance's birthday. hehe. we wished him happy birthday and sent him some message to wish him all the best. (= soon after lance's mom picked him up and sent me home too. thanks auntie! haha
anyway i screwed up my guess jeans shirt that my brother wants to borrow for chinese new year. )= i'm so so sorry, i hope the stains will be able to come out with mommy's help.

once again, happy birthday lance. (=
jasden will not peng NCC! lol

v day

2007-02-13T20:53:00.000-08:00

it's been a week since i updated my blog. anyway lots have had happened for the week.
i got screwed up results:
english-B3
combined humanities- B4
additional mathematics-C5
elementary mathemetics-A2
physics- C6
chemistry-C5

how cool? wtf results is that?! freaking bad as compared to what i expected, slogging my bloddy ass off, studying like there isnt any ending doesnt seem to help a bit. anyway it's over. what can i do? just pray that i can get into the course that i desired in ngee ann poly.

anyway on a lighter note. today is valentines day. happy valentines day to all those who are attached. and those who are not attached, dont worry. you guys still have me! lol. V day= lance birthday eve. haha. going to STAY OUT ALL NIGHT!* lol. happy birthday to you in advanced lance (= hahhaa

i'm pretty sure this valentines day would be just as good as last year's. hahhaa just need my pals.

* lance you know what it means. lol

fun

2007-02-07T19:59:00.000-08:00

yesterday i went out with a bunch of secoundary school friends to play football. the sun was pretty okay, but the atmosphere in the game was wonderful. it's been quite some time since all of us gathered together to play football, i think the last time was 17/12/06, after our last O level paper. anyway, lance was a pretty good defender, haha blocked a few of my shots. damn! but still, i managed to score some. ahaha was pretty on-form yesterday.

after playing football, we lepak below block 514. the wind was very great. bern is damn damn damn horny, everything he talk can some how relate to sex. even the wind. then we realised that o level results were to be released 2 days later. :S we were shrinking! oh nevermind that, ilham and i later went for dinner ( roti prata & teh tarik) .

tml is a day that will change a lot of things in my life. i'll either go out everyday OR stay home everyday. dont know if still have the mood to go out on my valentine's date with my pals. dont know if .... argh! just know that it'll change my life a lot. anyay i dont know if i can sleep tonight, if i cant i'd most probably go down for a walk or to rest. damn. :S

johari website

2007-02-06T20:26:00.000-08:00

okay, i dont know who started this, (i think it's peiwen) but those who drop by my blog wont you help me do something?

http://kevan.org/johari?view=jasdenhoe

yupp that's all.
thanks a lot!

2007-02-06T04:09:00.000-08:00

so yesterday i spent a whole day walking to look for chinese new year clothes, but i only got 1 in the end. and, my brother says it's a waste of money cause it is a little too big for me. coolness.

met xiangming at harbour front @ 2. we went for lunch at "kopitiam" since we could not afford the others. after that we started our long and hectic day of shopping. went up and down, in and out of vivo city but, couldnt find anything that we liked. at around 3.45 we decided to make our way down to Orchard instead, since it's bigger and all. we moved from far east plaza to centrepoint, visiting almost all the shopping centres. in the end, i bought a nike shirt. how cool? sucks.

this morning i went to gym, did some massive exercise. haha. (= then went to lance place with weijie and jiun kiat. played wow for a while and watched click. very nice show, newman has a vry beautiful, understanding wife! (= the best one could ever have. haha

2007-02-04T06:28:00.000-08:00

ahh, so singapore won the ASEAN cup today. despite some events during the game that raised a few eye brows, the game went pretty well. least the thai didnt mistaken football for basket ball again. (= marching out of the field in the middle of the game is a straight nono, as if it was some manger calling for a time out. :
anyway i felt that singapore did deserve the win based on the fact that they managed to bag 2 goals, but unfortunately, 1 was disallowed. however they passing play needs to be worked on. giving the ball away too easily is by far the most important factor they'd have to work on, secondly, the communication in the defence have to be improved too as a few examples of miscommunication led to the thais owning singapore balls.

okay, back to what happened yesterday. i went to Jurong JC's fun fair. it was pretty alright, saw a number of familiar faces among the crowd. i got a cup of milo, a cup of ice cream and... nothing else. the rest i passed it to a friend who seemed so happy playing the games. wow-wow-whee-wow? after that left for the BBQ in west coast park. so, we took 198 back to my place to grab some bbq stuff then took a cab to sheng siong. got some other stuff and finally, headed to west coast park. set the fire, cooked some chicken wings and slacked. talk to mr kenny and all, had a pretty good time. reached home at 12 odd. hehe.

today was a very tiring day, woke up at 8.15 then met lance. we had ya kun again. (= we were shortly joined by jiun kiat, chewycake and gab. went to eat long john's silver then went home. i'm so so tired but i'm still staying up to watch man utd match (= haha. it was the same situation on wed, singapore and then man utd.